{nobody... puts baby in the corner}

Well Im no baby and yet I definitely feel cornered, a little bit trapped even. Its hard to explain, nothing tragic I, in fact if I compare my issues with those of Ukraine or Venezuela, everything seems very petty and small. But they are my issues and they are making me sad, thats it, I feel sad, even to the point of tears. But perhaps the wound is quite new and perhaps Im being confronted by a whole new range of feelings and this is extremely uncomfortable but inevitable at the same time... Im feeling oh so blue...

{I had to walk out of a friendship...Imagine how these past days have been...}

Ive been doing so much thinking my brain is running low on batteries and I haven´t had my ice cream tub movie night yet, im saving that one for the bluest night of them all. Im sure it will come soon and as legend would have it, the secret formula (Chunky Monkey + The Goonies) is awaiting its destiny...

Ive never been in this situation before and Im trying to view things as if the universe was testing me in some way, making me stronger, growing and learning to give myself more love and support than ever. And any grieving process is necessary as long as it doesn't become destructive and you navigate it through it smart and sensitively. And use the time you invest very wisely.

And speaking of time, it´s on my side..  And I have learned that time is our most valuable asset, it´s the real universal solver. Time helps you view things in a different perspective, it accompanies you through all the motions and therefore resolving your feelings. So it really is a matter of time working things out and reaching a more balanced place. Balanced means peaceful, living in the moment, no regrets and no remorse. Accepting things as they are and moving forward... And that´s where Im headed...