It´s been a few days now and Im feeling slightly better. I naturally became more involved in my own things such as friends, work and my -never go out of fashion- hobbies, reading and crossing more titles off my movies to watch list. Again, no Ben & Jerry´s ... Im starting to think that it´s all a myth. Had I been in this place in my life so many years ago, I would´ve saved up a trillion calories! As time goes by is leading the soundtrack in my mind these days, reinforcing the power to let go and also to dream about a romance such as this... Bogart, ok maybe a bit too short for my taste... and Bergman, who could help but falling for her?
I was once told by a professor at University that it was a great exercise to watch movies of people suffering for love in order to identify feelings and put them down on paper (Yes, I chose a career in English Lit., some people still do)... as if my pain and suffering for love wasn´t sufficient! And I think that is when things started going downhill, I mean I was experiencing other peoples feelings. Movies became the parameter of whether things were going good or not. Professor Jones, you have screwed up my life... and so many others´... Well, he was a brilliant teacher so I suppose I can let him get away with just this, the damage is done after all!!
Time is a sore spot for some, people are terrified of it, because of its passing, but manly for its non- negotiable commodity(ness). So I changed my perspective and started making every moment count. And as cliche as that sounds it has given my life fuller meaning, I take less BS than ever (I dont have time for it!! ). Just send good times and good things my way .... You know that famous question : Will it even matter in 10 years?!! ??? The answer is NO every time... Try it!
